Ultimately, you will come to the rational conclusion that Islam is a religion of hate. There is no other conclusion to be drawn.
Given the history of the last 1.400 years, it would be hard to believe that most muslims have come to any other conclusion.
Over and over again, Man “creates God” in his own image. A guy who grows up in a society where, as far as he can tell, producers have always been preyed upon and predators have always been boss, will naturally conceive of the ruling deity as the Grandest Predator of them all, structure his religion accordingly, and make himself the Earthly Administrator/Interpreter of the (new) “Divine Will.” “Power is the ultimate aphrodisiac,” according to Henry Kiss-of-Death … and he should know.