GeorgiaSaint, I’ve learned so much from this forum and its people. I know people over the world can read every word – but somehow I do feel safe sharing my thoughts. Communication and knowing someone out there cares… very important. You are alone – but knowing someone cares, helps. You will keep fighting the elements and the daily problems. And if you’ve got no communication…? You must also know that you yourself are strong and clever enough. Believe in yourself and be proud. You might be tired and just need a few hours good sleep to tackle a lot of work and get things done.