Here what i fear the most is home invasion by 3-4 big black guys who want to torture us while they order out for pizza. The only tactical training is shotgun and pistol. The rapid reaction drill…. Go to one or the other and make sure its loaded with at least 4 extra magazines for the pistol. Very short distances and very short engagements. Rather like how the one cop was attacked and he got off 10 shots. Black guy running straight at him. It seems to be the preferred method of attack. Never having experienced a life or death attack as such i feel a definite lack of training but not motivation.