Hmmm, what do I say?
Hats off to you and yours. I understand and wish you well.
I agree you should get out if you can. When SHTF lawlessness and cruelty will become much worse! I lived through a black out in 1977 in New York City and was completely astounded by the actions of “normal” people. Cannot imagine where you live and what could happen if there are shortages, riots, etc.