however much one trains mechanically for a fight, it is my opinion that one cannot fully prepare for taking the life of another human. As an example, I have been hunting where I killed a deer, then tried to reload for a shot on a second deer. My hands were shaking so much I could not work the bolt to eject and reload a cartridge.
So while I try to prepare physically and mentally, I honestly cannot say what I will do when that time comes. For the sake of my family, friends, and myself, I would like to think I could do whatever was necessary to defend my people without hesitation. Only time will tell what I will actually do as I have never had to kill anyone.
For God, Family, Country, & Liberty!