Elijah you make a good point. Forgiveness is key and it is the forgiveness of self. If there is a way to reconcile with others involved then by all means do what makes you feel better but sometimes what’s done is done and no way to reconcile. Fact is nothing you can do can change the past. Learn from your mistakes and move on. Some things you will just have to carry the rest of your life. Explore options and run scenarios in your head now. There may not be time to mull it over when the event presents itself. Doesn’t necessarily make it easier later but helps you determine your moral compass and justification for your actions. Just do your best and pray a lot. It’s really all you’ve got.