Thanks Vadim some good points there!

I am trying to live “normal” life , just like most of the people around me, I smile when everyone smile, go sad when everyone go sad. Laugh at bad jokes, curse about politic.

Privately I follow my own plan. I agree it is hard to completely blend in, I simply follow the rule of “not arguing with different opinions”.
It is easy actually, I just sometimes go into the discussion about some topics with people that actually deserve to be discuss with.

From this you may conclude that I consider myself like some kind of guru, but actually I just let other to live in their own circles of beliefs.