Barbuto, sometimes I feel that way is well. But I find things to spur me on. To give me reason to fight back against evil as hard as I possibly can. That reason is for my potential future children. For my loved ones. For God. I’m not trying to save myself… that wouldn’t be enough motivation for me. I’m trying to save as many as can. Do it for your friends. Do it for your neighbor. Do it JUST TO DEFIANTLY WAVE YOUR MIDDLE FINGER TO THE FORCES OF SATAN AND CRY OUT “NO, I WILL NOT GO QUIETLY INTO THE NIGHT!!”
GET ANGRY! If that’s what it takes. But please, don’t give up, because there are others like myself who are with you. All hope is not lost, and the fight is not over!